These goals are going to clarify my path. I am excited to begin this process and discover where I want to go.
October 20, 2010-May 8, 2011
1. Organize my life
2. Live the life I've always imagined for myself
3. Read The Secret AND The Power from cover to cover
4. Identify down to specifics what I want in my life
5. Stop drinking soda
6. Create my updated vision board
7. Complete a session of NaNoWriMo
8. Lock down a second job
9. Get Pell Grants for the rest of my education
10. Apply The Secret everyday, whole heartedly
11. Clear up my acne
12. Donate/Sell property no longer wanted
13. Exercise every single day
14. Learn to play my guitar
15. Practice my talents everyday
16. Put chord progression to an original song
17. Put together an audition book. Song and monolgue cuts. Updated resume.
18. Practice meditation and visualization
19. Put together my fashion board
20. Re-decorate my bedroom
21. Finish both Severed Ties and Life With A Diva screenplays
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
The Point of Contemplation
More recently in my life I've come to a place where I really want to get the ball rolling. I want to get out of my current university...and get on to my career. On the reverse side of that...I don't feel like I'm learning anything new. I am at the point where I want to experiment with different roles. I want to try new things. And here, I'm not being challenged. I am stuck in ensemble. I am better than ensemble. I have bigger potential than staying in ensemble.
I made the decision to start over. Turn a new leaf. Live the life I've always imagined. I now face the challenge of figuring out what exactly it is that I want in my life. Down to specifics. I have to figure out what my path in life is. I know it's my choice.
What is my potential? How far can I go?
I describe this feeling, where I am right now as, "I'm trying to swim to the warm sunny shore. I'm numb and the water is too thick. I have a strong, completely overwhelming desire to get to the shore right now...but I don't know where my path on the shore is."
I don't know of that makes any sense. The end result/desire is muddy.
???
I made the decision to start over. Turn a new leaf. Live the life I've always imagined. I now face the challenge of figuring out what exactly it is that I want in my life. Down to specifics. I have to figure out what my path in life is. I know it's my choice.
What is my potential? How far can I go?
I describe this feeling, where I am right now as, "I'm trying to swim to the warm sunny shore. I'm numb and the water is too thick. I have a strong, completely overwhelming desire to get to the shore right now...but I don't know where my path on the shore is."
I don't know of that makes any sense. The end result/desire is muddy.
???
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)