tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61620815928817558802012-02-16T20:20:21.365-08:00Madelyn Blue Whitlockhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07095929725829239023noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6162081592881755880.post-57850972689312703702010-10-19T10:40:00.000-07:002010-10-19T10:57:48.174-07:00These goals are going to clarify my path. I am excited to begin this process and discover where I want to go. <br /><br />October 20, 2010-May 8, 2011<br /><br />1. Organize my life<br />2. Live the life I've always imagined for myself<br />3. Read The Secret AND The Power from cover to cover<br />4. Identify down to specifics what I want in my life<br />5. Stop drinking soda<br />6. Create my updated vision board<br />7. Complete a session of NaNoWriMo<br />8. Lock down a second job<br />9. Get Pell Grants for the rest of my education <br />10. Apply The Secret everyday, whole heartedly<br />11. Clear up my acne<br />12. Donate/Sell property no longer wanted<br />13. Exercise every single day<br />14. Learn to play my guitar<br />15. Practice my talents everyday <br />16. Put chord progression to an original song<br />17. Put together an audition book. Song and monolgue cuts. Updated resume. <br />18. Practice meditation and visualization<br />19. Put together my fashion board<br />20. Re-decorate my bedroom<br />21. Finish both Severed Ties and Life With A Diva screenplays<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6162081592881755880-5785097268931270370?l=nyledamwoltihckay.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Madelyn Blue Whitlockhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07095929725829239023noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6162081592881755880.post-79736838737252300232010-10-19T10:21:00.000-07:002010-10-19T10:40:11.145-07:00More recently in my life I've come to a place where I really want to get the ball rolling. I want to get out of my current university...and get on to my career. On the reverse side of that...I don't feel like I'm learning anything new. I am at the point where I want to experiment with different roles. I want to try new things. And here, I'm not being challenged. I am stuck in ensemble. I am better than ensemble. I have bigger potential than staying in ensemble. <br />I made the decision to start over. Turn a new leaf. Live the life I've always imagined. I now face the challenge of figuring out what exactly it is that I want in my life. Down to specifics. I have to figure out what my path in life is. I know it's my choice. <br /><br />What is my potential? How far can I go?<br /><br />I describe this feeling, where I am right now as, "I'm trying to swim to the warm sunny shore. I'm numb and the water is too thick. I have a strong, completely overwhelming desire to get to the shore right now...but I don't know where my path on the shore is."<br /><br />I don't know of that makes any sense. The end result/desire is muddy. <br /><br />???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6162081592881755880-7973683873725230023?l=nyledamwoltihckay.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Madelyn Blue Whitlockhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07095929725829239023noreply@blogger.com0